My darling baby boy, you are always with is and I know you will see all of your Christmas tree decorations when we put the decorations up next month. You have always been a huge part of our family and you are remembered every single day. If I had just one wish, it would be that you never died, that you got to come home with us physically. I often feel you near me, I can feel you near me as I write this to you. I love you xxx